Current Musings and Such

Ok I had wrote this big huge blog and then gone so I guess I have to start this ALL OVER AGAIN URGH sometimes I think computers are the bomb and then i rethink it and start writing in pen and paper LOL ok So I know I haven't updated since my uncle passed away so how am I whats up hows math?

Well I am a little bit better I think that it was just the rush of his death that shocked me soo much but i talked to my Aunt and I felt better and she is taking it one day at a time so am I guess I hope I will see him again some day and then we will catch up on old days once a again.

Life is ok Just really busy sometimes I think its 5 oclock somewhere lol But its easter break time and i plan on laying the sun and reading to my little hearts content on the beach! LOVES IT!!!

Ok now on to math its still horrible but i love the people i have met in that class and some of the things i have learned if i do need to repeat it at least i will have a head start on some of the material. I can only hope for a C PRAY FOR ME!!! I might look smart but thats not always the case LOL

Ok so next thing is easter I love easter because I get out of school, and get to see the wonderful easter celebration that my church holds on the saturday before that sunday and too see all the kids running and stuff makes me happy my church I will have to save for anything blog that a whole other story
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Lastly, I am going to talk about a personal subject Politices and what I think now if you dont want to know ignore this part but If you want to listen keep reading

My personal opioion is that I am going to vote for Obama now the last election I am not saying who I voted for but lets just say I am disaponnted to say the least but that was 4 years ago and I am a better person not because I work in mental health I think that Obama is the right canidate for the job. Lets hope that He listens to the people and helps the current situation with Iraq. Also I hope that he helps the people that are just coming back from Iraq with there PDSD
(Post tramtic stress syndrome) because they are coming back and are killing there wives and families and just going off because of something that was flashed back in there brains and its not their fault but after a few days of recoparation they are allowing these vets to come home not helped with their psychological needs and barely met their pysical needs i have a friends husband that did 2 tours in Iraq he came back and at New Years totally went off because of the firecrackers that God he didn't hurt her but still now he is back in Texas trying to get the help that he is needed and this is the 3 rd time he has been back their they tell him that he is sane but his wife and family know better but anyway OFF MY SOAP BOX PROMISE!!!

See ya later blog buddy
Alley

Bad Week

Ok this week just started off terrible
First My uncle Blair passed away on monday needless to say i was shocked and saddened by this event we were always close I just hope that I can move on i know it will just take some time but it i am still shocked by it. Secondly work monday night was terrible my boss was all over my ass and she acted like she didn't even like me what a great start then Monday I found out I would have a test on Wendesday WHATTTTT????? Total shock to the system So tuesday was a little better nothing to earth shaking i like my days like that other than I found out that my unc le didn't want a visitation so no viewing I was ok with that. Well today URGHHH day I found out I got passed over too see him one more time that sucked I really wanted to say good bye. The funeral was beautful they even let people talk And it gave me a little closure on what happened by going to the grave site. And my test was today I gave it all i got but I still dont want to know the results and on top of that I have a debate Tomorrow in my social problems class. If i make it to friday I would have survived a tremodous week!!

Later blog buddy

Alley

Peer Pressure sucks!

Ok were I work we tell the kids to not to listen when they are pressured into doing something either illegal or uneithical. Well I should take my own advice. Lately I have been boged down with pressure from my family, work and society i wish I could just live at the beach not have to work for the rest of my life. My family pressures me into graduating even though I have a pretty good job now they always want something better for me. Work might not be there come May and I dont know what I am going to do then downsizing sucks btw. School urghh I have said before Math is what is going to kill me. Now give me a english class or psychology class I am all for it but Math Forgettabout it. Teachers expect alot more now then when i graduated college the first time either that or I am going crazy so far before April I have a debate in Sociology which isn't that big a deal because I love to talk blame by southern upbringing I guess I have a 10 page Reflection paper which I have already started but its just havingn to work on it that the problem alot of information and alot of questions to answer. Math tests every week. My World of Work class ends in March because its on a 8 week class but i am so busy before then its not funny once that class is over i will have more time to devote to Math if everything goes right i will graduate in May but its like I have said before its just Math holding me back. Now before you say Allison get tutoring I have tried that they TEACHER NEVER SHOWED UP!!! and I have going to the math lab because if you dont get a concept they look at you like your stupid and I dont want to cry when i get there. So much pressure. I need a stress reliver or just move to the beach hey thats always option lol later blog buddy!

Wow text Blogging

Ok well lets get started I blog mostly on youtube twice a week or myspace once in a while, but here goes..

Well whats up in life...

First, life is busy/ normal for me work, school thats pretty much my life I like that life .I am comfortable with it. I have never been much of a partier. Where I grew up there wasn't much room for that i guess.

Ok School first of all is ok Math URGHHH why do I need math to be a therpist? I doubt i will pass it anyway the teacher looks at me like i am a dummy but i guess she can she is the one that is payed to teach me something but yet she is always talking about her life HELLO teach me I have to graduate...
Now mind you I have a degree but couseling is my passion its what I want to be someone that helps people. Not cure them mind you but help them see different ways to handle things...

I loved the Psychology classes I took everybody looks at me like i am freek when i tell them that but i loved them I am also a observer I like to watch people in the things they do and how that behave oh well so blog for the first blog more to come....