Bad Week

Ok this week just started off terrible
First My uncle Blair passed away on monday needless to say i was shocked and saddened by this event we were always close I just hope that I can move on i know it will just take some time but it i am still shocked by it. Secondly work monday night was terrible my boss was all over my ass and she acted like she didn't even like me what a great start then Monday I found out I would have a test on Wendesday WHATTTTT????? Total shock to the system So tuesday was a little better nothing to earth shaking i like my days like that other than I found out that my unc le didn't want a visitation so no viewing I was ok with that. Well today URGHHH day I found out I got passed over too see him one more time that sucked I really wanted to say good bye. The funeral was beautful they even let people talk And it gave me a little closure on what happened by going to the grave site. And my test was today I gave it all i got but I still dont want to know the results and on top of that I have a debate Tomorrow in my social problems class. If i make it to friday I would have survived a tremodous week!!

Later blog buddy

Alley

Peer Pressure sucks!

Ok were I work we tell the kids to not to listen when they are pressured into doing something either illegal or uneithical. Well I should take my own advice. Lately I have been boged down with pressure from my family, work and society i wish I could just live at the beach not have to work for the rest of my life. My family pressures me into graduating even though I have a pretty good job now they always want something better for me. Work might not be there come May and I dont know what I am going to do then downsizing sucks btw. School urghh I have said before Math is what is going to kill me. Now give me a english class or psychology class I am all for it but Math Forgettabout it. Teachers expect alot more now then when i graduated college the first time either that or I am going crazy so far before April I have a debate in Sociology which isn't that big a deal because I love to talk blame by southern upbringing I guess I have a 10 page Reflection paper which I have already started but its just havingn to work on it that the problem alot of information and alot of questions to answer. Math tests every week. My World of Work class ends in March because its on a 8 week class but i am so busy before then its not funny once that class is over i will have more time to devote to Math if everything goes right i will graduate in May but its like I have said before its just Math holding me back. Now before you say Allison get tutoring I have tried that they TEACHER NEVER SHOWED UP!!! and I have going to the math lab because if you dont get a concept they look at you like your stupid and I dont want to cry when i get there. So much pressure. I need a stress reliver or just move to the beach hey thats always option lol later blog buddy!

Wow text Blogging

Ok well lets get started I blog mostly on youtube twice a week or myspace once in a while, but here goes..

Well whats up in life...

First, life is busy/ normal for me work, school thats pretty much my life I like that life .I am comfortable with it. I have never been much of a partier. Where I grew up there wasn't much room for that i guess.

Ok School first of all is ok Math URGHHH why do I need math to be a therpist? I doubt i will pass it anyway the teacher looks at me like i am a dummy but i guess she can she is the one that is payed to teach me something but yet she is always talking about her life HELLO teach me I have to graduate...
Now mind you I have a degree but couseling is my passion its what I want to be someone that helps people. Not cure them mind you but help them see different ways to handle things...

I loved the Psychology classes I took everybody looks at me like i am freek when i tell them that but i loved them I am also a observer I like to watch people in the things they do and how that behave oh well so blog for the first blog more to come....